I'm writing my dreams down so I can master the art of lucid dreaming. That is where you are fully aware that you're dreaming and can control any aspect of it. For example if you wanted to fuck 5 hot chicks at the same time then do a kickflip over them, then watch it in third person in slow-mo that wouldn't be a problem. Now the hard part about lucid dreaming is actually being even aware that you're dreaming because usually when you do you get exited and wake up, but if you keep writing down your dreams you'll eventually notice some things and be aware that you have control.
This is dream I very vaguely remember, it supposedly took place at Hanau high school but as the dream was happening I assumed it was in Pleasant Grove... There were two people from Hanau, Gabe and Lisa, Gabe was acting cool as fuck he said he was going to school somewhere in DC so I said yea DC is a cool place to be and i'll cya later. I told Lisa bye as well I went for a hug but she didn't say anything or do anything and just looked at me like I'm weird or something. I left and said bye sarcastically at her and started walking down the hall. Now the hall was very familiar it was the hall where the art room, trophies, JROTC room,(RIP Colonel Pedraza) was. I met Gabe and Lisa by the left door if you were facing the Trophy case. When I left them all I did was continue down the hall.
What I don't remember is ever leaving the school, I kind of was just outside walking a path next to the building. Eventually I saw some people, most of them where wearing baby blue P.E. cloths(which were not the school colors) and I thought I recognized this girl named Brittany from Texarkana, but it turned out it wasn't her and no words were exchanged by any of us. I also noticed something new it was like a huge road was built, it was big enough for an airplane to land on... Now that I think about it there might have been someone right next to me talking it could have been Chris but I'm just not sure. So we're waiting around and a man comes up to me who looked like Eugene(the Assistant Principle from Hanau) and said your plane will be coming shortly, for some reason this was not new news to me, I wasn't surprised a plane was going to be picking me up from school, if anything I was a little apathetic about it. I finally looked at what I was wearing: I had a gray scarf on, a beanie, my glasses on and my black quicksilver hoodie when everyone else was in T-shirts. I eventually saw my family walking towards me from a distance and then I woke up.
Some other random things I also remembered but had no idea where to put them into the story, all of this happened before I ran into Gabe and Lisa. I had a fairly light backpack on and in it was at least 6 decks and 1 skateboard sooo how the hell was it light??? It was in a random classroom and I just took them, now I didn't steal them it felt like some said go ahead you can have them so I just said alright. I also ended up staying somewhere like a weird hotel with my family the night before, it was in a the back of some Pharmacist place maybe it was in the school? The unlimited amount of pills and hospital like floor is what made me assume that. Yeah so those are all the details I remember, I'm sure there's more but I don't know which are really apart of the dream or just a fabrication...
Tuesday, October 13, 2009
Saturday, October 10, 2009
Another lonley friday night
I've yet to do any thing my whole time in the states... haven't met any people and especially not girls... I really can't believe I've done nothing since March. Actually there is is some one I know who lives here, but she is fucking bitch so no. The only thing i've done so far is get 21 credits with just clep, with history being the last test i took. I personally thought I just might fail with test and get a 48 or 49 then I pressed the score button and out comes a 53 :D. Although I'm not too thrilled with being lucky, i'm sure glad I just won't have to be taking it again 6 months down the road. My next test will be American Government on the 21st and we'll see how well I do.
Yesterday was a poker tournament, which I have been going to in the last couple of weeks. It's near fort lee, in a smokey bar called Hooha. It's a pretty fun tournament, it sort of changed the way I play poker. I'm taking less risks now and have to really control my body language sometimes I have random quirks that make me slam the chips or maybe my voice cracks lol but it's all good, practice makes perfect right? You start with 3650 chips and the winner gets $25 but the blinds go up pretty fast plus with the slow shuffling means you have to make some crazy moves and just hope for the best. But a few things I didn't really like.where these two guys... One is kind of funny and he looks like kimbo slice, he has a kinda long scraggly beard and a shaved head, he was standing behind me when my cards came and he saw suited 8-Q of hearts. Now normally I would play this hand, but one person already went all in so I decided to fold. Then "Kimbo" said in a low voice did you just fold 8-Q of diamonds like I was crazy. I told him no they were hearts and he said oh ok that's alright then 3 diamonds come on the flop. So is he a psychic, or does he know when his other friends are manipulating the cards? I really just don't know. The other incident i had was with this guy with short dread locks when i posted my 50 blind he took it but i didn't notice it at the time, so then like less then a minute later the person shuffling is done and ShortDreadlockguy tells me to post my blind. I told him I already did it and he claimed no those were his chips and then I told him I saw him take it and he admitted to it then he just said he was messing around. Later I noticed my small blind gone and I confronted him again which he said if I took your other green chip then I would have more then just 4 green chips. Which is pretty obvious, but I bet he had it in his jacket. Then when he shook my hand and we exchanged names he pulled a chris angel mind freak on me and "stole my watch" but in this case I sure it was more chips... pretty fucking annoying but whatever i'll just get that mother fucker next Thursday.
I guess I could talk some more about german and what I plan to do. First of all I definetly plan on taking the german clep if you get over a 60 on it that will be 12 credits and over a 50 is 6. How awesome would it be to get 12??? :D That knocks out 4 random classes. So I'm using the rosseta stone program for german so far I think it's working pretty well. There are 3 levels and each level has 4 sections it says that each section takes about 8 hours to complete. All together it should take roughly 96 hours but I have already completed 2.5 of the sections so maybe 76 hours. With exactly 60 days till the last Wednesday before we go to Germany it think I'll be ready enough. wouldn't it seem logical to go to Germany before the test? I'd agree with you but i just know i won't learn that much there this time.
here was the guy "predicting" the flop behind me
Here is the asshole who robbed me.
The only resemblance they have is hair.
Also what the chip looked like.
Yesterday was a poker tournament, which I have been going to in the last couple of weeks. It's near fort lee, in a smokey bar called Hooha. It's a pretty fun tournament, it sort of changed the way I play poker. I'm taking less risks now and have to really control my body language sometimes I have random quirks that make me slam the chips or maybe my voice cracks lol but it's all good, practice makes perfect right? You start with 3650 chips and the winner gets $25 but the blinds go up pretty fast plus with the slow shuffling means you have to make some crazy moves and just hope for the best. But a few things I didn't really like.where these two guys... One is kind of funny and he looks like kimbo slice, he has a kinda long scraggly beard and a shaved head, he was standing behind me when my cards came and he saw suited 8-Q of hearts. Now normally I would play this hand, but one person already went all in so I decided to fold. Then "Kimbo" said in a low voice did you just fold 8-Q of diamonds like I was crazy. I told him no they were hearts and he said oh ok that's alright then 3 diamonds come on the flop. So is he a psychic, or does he know when his other friends are manipulating the cards? I really just don't know. The other incident i had was with this guy with short dread locks when i posted my 50 blind he took it but i didn't notice it at the time, so then like less then a minute later the person shuffling is done and ShortDreadlockguy tells me to post my blind. I told him I already did it and he claimed no those were his chips and then I told him I saw him take it and he admitted to it then he just said he was messing around. Later I noticed my small blind gone and I confronted him again which he said if I took your other green chip then I would have more then just 4 green chips. Which is pretty obvious, but I bet he had it in his jacket. Then when he shook my hand and we exchanged names he pulled a chris angel mind freak on me and "stole my watch" but in this case I sure it was more chips... pretty fucking annoying but whatever i'll just get that mother fucker next Thursday.
I guess I could talk some more about german and what I plan to do. First of all I definetly plan on taking the german clep if you get over a 60 on it that will be 12 credits and over a 50 is 6. How awesome would it be to get 12??? :D That knocks out 4 random classes. So I'm using the rosseta stone program for german so far I think it's working pretty well. There are 3 levels and each level has 4 sections it says that each section takes about 8 hours to complete. All together it should take roughly 96 hours but I have already completed 2.5 of the sections so maybe 76 hours. With exactly 60 days till the last Wednesday before we go to Germany it think I'll be ready enough. wouldn't it seem logical to go to Germany before the test? I'd agree with you but i just know i won't learn that much there this time.
here was the guy "predicting" the flop behind me
Here is the asshole who robbed me.
The only resemblance they have is hair.
Also what the chip looked like.
Sunday, October 4, 2009
First blog
This is my first blog. I'm doing this to hopefully make my self a slightly better writer and use kind of like a journal, so I can just look back on it one day and go oh ya i remember that and laugh or whatever. The date is October 4th, 2009 and it's 00:45. I should really be studying for my history 2 clep test but the ammount of information is too much, i don't know if i can squeeze by this one like my other clep test. When I took history 1 test I got a 51 >_< and i thought i knew enough about it too be in a documentary. We'll see though, I still have Sunday, Monday and Tuesday when some people on the clep forum have studied for 4 days to 2 weeks and passed. Enough about the clep though i had a really weird dream....
I'm not sure where it started but i was in a huge store like Walmart and in one of the aisles there were just bunk beds like in a barracks just lined up. Although the entire aisles was full of beds I only rememeber few people and don't remember how any of them looked except two. The "drill Sargent" who looked liked the guy that first taught the protagonist karate in the manga Shamo, I just remember being kind of scared of him like a really authoritative figure who could kill me, I also remember wanted to leave and go back home but was worried about my saftey. The second person i think i reconized was either Dania Ramirez or Rashida Jones I'm kind of leaning towards Dania... Anyway we were in our "barracks" and "Dania" and this blond who was naked where just sitting on one of the beds. A couple guys and I started standing in front of the blond and she leaned back and opened her legs revealing her pussy, now her pussy wasn't an ordinary pussy it was huge like that pussy when that bald guy sticks his head inside it, but hers was full of cum more specifily like a big of cum and so was her mouth. She swallowed it or maybe half it or whatever and started sucking my dick she only sucked on it twice and then the scene changed, i remember faintly it feeling good but being kind of grossed out. Now the next scene that I remember was in another part of the store, or it even could have been a completely different store, one of the guys had a bb/pellet gun and was trying to shoot us for fun, so me and someone else were just running around dodging it although he never hit me he got very close I could feel it just barley missing me. When that happened the first time the dream went into 3rd person view like in resident evil 4 and I saw my self from the back left side my hair was short and it remined me a lot of how I looked back in the 11th grade. After a few dodges around the store( it went back to first person) I found what looked like a black paint ball gun but when I picked it up to try and fire nothing came out, I kept pulling the trigger and still nothing. I continued running around and I ran into "Dania" and the blond, this time the blond had her cloths on, I think "Dania" had white pants on, I was coming from behind them and I caressed "Dania's" right ass cheek. I starting from her lower back to her upper thigh and it felt sooooo real I then grabbed her hand and told her i wanted to tell her something and where are the dressing rooms, she said something like following me. We were still holding hands when she then lead me through the store not 2 seconds later we came across Shaq, yes Shaq, sitting on a white bench he said something to us or to her that i just don't remember, what i do recall is sheepishly smiling like just I got away with something. She leads me half way down an aisle to these shelves the bottom shelves are missing so that leaves roughly 3 feet of space she then sits down under them and i do so as well and she said something like what did you want to tell me and i said "we're going to need more room." and then I woke up...
pretty fucking crazy shit if you ask me and definitely the most i ever remembered from any of my dreams.
Here's is Dania who is like my Dream girl at the moment <3
here's how i looked in the 11th grade.
Ok that's it for today i need to study german which i will rant about another day... !
I'm not sure where it started but i was in a huge store like Walmart and in one of the aisles there were just bunk beds like in a barracks just lined up. Although the entire aisles was full of beds I only rememeber few people and don't remember how any of them looked except two. The "drill Sargent" who looked liked the guy that first taught the protagonist karate in the manga Shamo, I just remember being kind of scared of him like a really authoritative figure who could kill me, I also remember wanted to leave and go back home but was worried about my saftey. The second person i think i reconized was either Dania Ramirez or Rashida Jones I'm kind of leaning towards Dania... Anyway we were in our "barracks" and "Dania" and this blond who was naked where just sitting on one of the beds. A couple guys and I started standing in front of the blond and she leaned back and opened her legs revealing her pussy, now her pussy wasn't an ordinary pussy it was huge like that pussy when that bald guy sticks his head inside it, but hers was full of cum more specifily like a big of cum and so was her mouth. She swallowed it or maybe half it or whatever and started sucking my dick she only sucked on it twice and then the scene changed, i remember faintly it feeling good but being kind of grossed out. Now the next scene that I remember was in another part of the store, or it even could have been a completely different store, one of the guys had a bb/pellet gun and was trying to shoot us for fun, so me and someone else were just running around dodging it although he never hit me he got very close I could feel it just barley missing me. When that happened the first time the dream went into 3rd person view like in resident evil 4 and I saw my self from the back left side my hair was short and it remined me a lot of how I looked back in the 11th grade. After a few dodges around the store( it went back to first person) I found what looked like a black paint ball gun but when I picked it up to try and fire nothing came out, I kept pulling the trigger and still nothing. I continued running around and I ran into "Dania" and the blond, this time the blond had her cloths on, I think "Dania" had white pants on, I was coming from behind them and I caressed "Dania's" right ass cheek. I starting from her lower back to her upper thigh and it felt sooooo real I then grabbed her hand and told her i wanted to tell her something and where are the dressing rooms, she said something like following me. We were still holding hands when she then lead me through the store not 2 seconds later we came across Shaq, yes Shaq, sitting on a white bench he said something to us or to her that i just don't remember, what i do recall is sheepishly smiling like just I got away with something. She leads me half way down an aisle to these shelves the bottom shelves are missing so that leaves roughly 3 feet of space she then sits down under them and i do so as well and she said something like what did you want to tell me and i said "we're going to need more room." and then I woke up...
pretty fucking crazy shit if you ask me and definitely the most i ever remembered from any of my dreams.
Here's is Dania who is like my Dream girl at the moment <3
here's how i looked in the 11th grade.
Ok that's it for today i need to study german which i will rant about another day... !
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